A quickish update.

So today we are only 30 days from our due date! I am so excited even though I know he can come before or after July 12th... I just hope it's not after! I am getting fully prepared now, even though it seems like we have nothing accomplished. I have washed, hung, and folded all of Ben's clothes, blankets, bibs, and towels. Eric finished painting the nursery 2 nights ago and our crib is being ordered tomorrow and should arrive by Wednesday! we still have to pick out a dresser but we have a changing table already and décor is being ordered tomorrow, also.

I am so excited to be moving right along with his nursery, for the longest time I felt like nothing was getting done and it was frustrating to walk past his room knowing we aren't even close to being ready! I have registered my breast pump, washed all bottles, nipples, and pacifiers (which I am not sure if we will be using them, yet) I attempted to put his bouncer together, but opened the box and looked at the directions and got very intimidated so I think I will save that and the rock-n-play sleepers for Eric haha.

The weather has been pretty crappy here the past few days and all I want to do is go to my parents and lay by the pool! It has also stopped me from cleaning out my car!! My car is only 1 year old and it tends to somehow collect everything I own. The trunk has things I never unpacked from when Eric and I moved and the backseat collects bags and blankets and everything under the sun. Except garbage. we are very good about that. But, it has been bugging me lately because I want everything all cleaned out of there and the car washed inside and out before we put the car seat, which, we haven't ordered yet, (also tomorrow) in there.

I am feeling pretty good, luckily! Night time is the worst. I can't sleep and when I do fall asleep I can't stay asleep. I wake up to pee every hour, my hips hurt no matter what I do and use, I get hungry. It's extremely frustrating at this point because all I want to do is sleep! So, I guess I am lucky though because I don't work right now and can take naps throughout the day. Lazy! haha

Eric has still continued to be pretty amazing through all of this: my insane mood swings, my attitude, the growing process, morning sickness, exhaustion, stress, lack of motivation... everything. I could not be more blessed to have found him and to have a man that is so supportive and understanding through something that is still very hard for me to process at times and understand fully what exactly is going on. Seriously, so blessed.