I'm Tired!!

I am SO tired! I have been non-stop for a week straight! Which I understand this is a stupid statement, but as a stay at home mom to a 5 month old I am not crazy busy. I have plenty of time in a day to get stuff done. But, this week Ben and I have been out the door after his morning bottle and getting home in time for his "night time routine". He doesn't have a routine but he does NOT like to nap when he isn't at home so cleaning takes twice as long to do when you are trying to entertain a baby who is cranky from being tired. He has been sleeping ALL day today since we had no where to go. My poor baby! I feel terrible but I am earning some money and being able to buy my love something I know he will love makes me super excited! 

Vacation is coming up soon and I cannot wait! I am getting a little antsy about how Ben will do being away from home for 9 days but I am hoping since he will be with us plus Eric's parents he will adjust fairly well. My sister and a couple of our friends will also be in Orlando when we are! My friend, Brittany is getting married and they are going to Florida to dress shop with her mom so we are going to meet in Downtown Disney for a night. I am excited! 

Eric seems to be a little stressed out and I know he doesn't want to bother me too much but I can see it on his face and he just gets a little quieter. I try not to push and I know I don't help the situation with me not working but he is an excellent provider and we have more than we need. I am very thankful, though to be able to stay home with our sweet baby boy. I just wish I could show him how much I appreciate him. I tell him all the time but I just don't know if he knows I really mean it. I say this all the time but I think about it a lot. Well, rambling done.